Hi all x
Whiff your husband’s death, you were able to share your thoughts with each other, speak of your love, be with him when he died, such heartbreak. Part of me wishes my husband’s death had been the same, he left the house one evening for work, when he left for work I always said ‘take care’
that evening I was putting our daughters to bed he called I’m off, my reply was ok, he was working with a drug squad, the following morning police knocked the door, my husband was
dead, he was thrown from his car and died on a country road,
his body was found in the morning ,our daughters were 5 and 7, I say this not for sympathy for me but for you, we grieve but
amidst your tears hold onto the love you shared, the precious
words you spoke x
Ellie Anne I can’t speak for all who work with The Samaritans but as an ex Sam I assure you the caring is deep,
emailing doesn’t give you the human voice, it doesn’t give
the receiver the knowledge they would get if they heard your voice and sadly there are a minority who email for fun. I have
suggested you contact MIND, they have counsellors, qualified
but not the high charges of private counsellors. If you would
talk to your G.P. he/she may refer you for counselling NHS, but
they are so stretched, more so since Covid, my love please talk
to someone, you are in such emotional distress x
Doodle I didn’t see anyone over the weekend, my tv stopped
working yesterday, my brother did come to sort it out but was
in a rush, replacing slates on a church roof, yes I am very lonely but I reminded myself how blessed I have been to have
been surrounded by love since birth. Keep walking x
Wyllow when it comes to forms of application yes definitely the CAB, they helped me x
Scaredycat January will come, remember every year we say the same about the snowdrops x
How is everyone?