My mum passed away in February 2022 after a traumatic 3 months in hospital. We had to have a post mortem and an inquest so only now have things started to quieten down and we can come to terms with losing her. I’ve been longing for a feeling of her presence with me throughout the past 7 months or a sign that she is with me but i’ve felt nothing at all. I haven’t even dreamt of her. I always believed that when someone passed over they would find a way of letting you know they were there. She hated being in hospital and begged to be taken out but we couldn’t as her medical needs were too great. I wasn’t even there when she died as the staff told me she would be with us for at least the weekend. She died the next day before i got there. I now feel that she is angry with me for not taking her out of hospital and not being there at the end. My husband said that is irrational but why can’t i feel her presence.
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