I still feel devastated after losing my son. I just think I should be doing better, I don’t want to join in much. It really doesn’t help that I have people that ignore me and assume I want to be left alone. I’ve had conversations with my sisters about this but still nothing forthcoming. Now I hear two of them going away together and last time (before my sons death) the three of us went away together, now I might have gone, I’m not sure, but I just don’t get asked. I only just found out from a different sister that they are going tomorrow, I feel so hurt and have been by them many times this past 3 years. I always forgive them but this time I just think it’s the last straw.
I wish I felt better and had more strength to tackle this, it’s mind boggling, I don’t get it. Cut my loses now, nothing is as bad as what happened to my son, but the added pain through all of the this kind of ignorance really hurts and stops me me from moving on with my life.
How do I overcome this adversity and how much should I forgive. Thanks for reading, I needed somewhere to put this down, try and make sense of what is happening
Good Morning Saturday 20th April 2024
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